thefaultinthestars | Phone Stuff

[Around this time, the messages suddenly start appearing as read]

[NOOOOOO, god damn it.

but also strangely he starts feeling actually better?

THIS PLACE IS GARBAGE]

[even tho we know that Jae speedreads it takes a bit before he starts responding]

Did it help?

[stares at that message for a few seconds before replying]

Unfortunately yes
That helped too
Talking about my feeling of not wanting to talk about my feelings

o(￣▽￣)ｄ I've heard it's good to talk about your feelings At least for you that is literally true? Anyway I'm getting the sense that you did something really stupid because you were mad about various things.

I'm mad about not being able to act like myself

I can't really argue for the taboos somehow being in your best interest. Really maybe it's just the snake wants an easy meal. But even if it's in the blowfish's nature it's a bit ... Well, Yu Junghyeok is a sunfish, but that doesn't mean it's good to be a sunfish. He got that name because he gives up on his own life and dies over and over and over Giving up on your team before anything has started is also like this I guess you were hurt by people on your team leaving before I don't think you're so busy that some wasted effort costs you that much But I can understand a bit if you're protecting your heart.

This has nothing to do with my heart
It's just frustrating

Bah
Maybe it does

If blowfish mode is a defensive mechanism I don't think it's defending you from frustration.

I didn't mean for that to be taken so literally

I think it makes sense that way though?

Does it?

Isn't it obvious?

No...?

I'm not sure how to explain then. I guess it's just that Feeling betrayed by humanity so deciding to kill all of them is the ultimate blowfish response.

[no reply for a couple of minutes]

Hm

Oh? I thought you would complain about a statement like that.

I'd just never thought of it like that

It seems like most of the time you've thought of it like "justice" or "the only way" or something.

Well, that's what it's always felt like to me

It doesn't anymore?

It still does
My feelings may be irrational, but that's how feelings are

≡(▔﹏▔)≡ Sometimes I wish there was a character in TWTS who talked about feelings a lot because then I might know more about it.

Did you forget *you* have feelings too, Jae?

As often as possible.

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