[He chuckles, though the sound is a little watery, and blushes from the embarrassment of all of this feelings. But he isn't really ashamed, because Suyeong already know every worst part of him anyway. And it's not like he feels bad over being upset by this anyway.]
I wonder if we can fix that? There has to be a way to get sugar around here somewhere.
[Small Dokja takes several deep breaths, clearly steading his nerves. But at the sound of tables being slammed and yelling rises in the kitchen, he forces himself to move.
He locks the closet door from the inside as he leaves. His father would not check it later and find it unlocked.
He moves quietly toward the front door, pausing as he crosses in front of the kitchen to make sure his father isn't facing him, though his mother-- a relatively young woman with short hair and reddening cheek sees him. She moves deliberately to catch the man's attention, distracting him.
Dokja finishes his way to the front door, opens it and closes it, unnecessarily loudly.
Then, as if he had just returned from school, begins to set down his items, remove his shoes, but he can't quite hide the hunched shoulders that say he knows what is coming next.
As he bends to remove his shoes and fabric shifts, it's obvious he has numerous bruises, hidden carefully by the length of his sleeves and height of his collar. Some of them are fading and yellow, and others can't be more than a couple of days old.
At the sound of the slammed door, the boy's father, redfaced and clearly drunk, erupts from the kitchen with heavy strides. He careens briefly off the wall and grabs his son by the front of his shirt while he's still removing one shoe. In the memory, his face isn't quite right, it overlaps in some ways with something monstrous, something demonic.
But Dokja doesn't look at him, his eyes stay low, locked at the point just before flinching shut. He's yelled at for various things, jostled around a bit while the woman who is mother tries redirect the man's anger. He's a failure for various reasons: if he spends so much time at school why are his grades so fucking poor, why hasn't he learned respect yet, and do you have any idea how much those extra classes cost. Kim Dokja doesn't respond to any of these, or seem to really hear them. He limply accepts the abuse until his father lets him go with the final insult that on top of everything, he was spineless, before finally allowing the mother to take Dokja away and usher him into his room. She doesn't fail to toss his bookbag in with him.
It's not a bad room, there is a book shelf full of books, a comfortable chair. A small average bed for a small average boy.
The door in here doesn't lock, the jamb is torn from where that was tried before.
For a few minutes Dokja stands there, apparently not thinking much, and then abruptly he shakes himself out of it, opens up his bookbag, and retrieves the book he had been reading a few minutes before. He sits down with his back to the door and finds where he had left off.]
[and then the words collapse, and the hologram disappears, she is once again just standing in the field. the words rush back into Dokja, still spindly and sad, but maybe with a tiny bit of glow they didn't have before.
Dokja comes up behind her and puts a hand on her head.]
The last is Starfish. She just arrived, and her mind has been broken by torture. If you have any problems with her, just direct her to talk to me. She takes orders well but they have to be extremely specific.
[ Ah, busted. Natsuno scratches the back of his neck. ]
... Yes and no? Technically, unlike a vampire, a werewolf doesn't fully die - their blood transforms on the brink of death. But that last night Tohru-chan visited me, it felt like I was dying. You could call it the death of my humanity. So I thought it might be that.
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[He chuckles, though the sound is a little watery, and blushes from the embarrassment of all of this feelings. But he isn't really ashamed, because Suyeong already know every worst part of him anyway. And it's not like he feels bad over being upset by this anyway.]
I wonder if we can fix that? There has to be a way to get sugar around here somewhere.
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Yeah? That'd be nice. Something besides plain meat for once.
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Unfortunately, I don't know anything about food... Maybe Jamil would have an idea.
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[with Zwei]
[Small Dokja takes several deep breaths, clearly steading his nerves. But at the sound of tables being slammed and yelling rises in the kitchen, he forces himself to move.
He locks the closet door from the inside as he leaves. His father would not check it later and find it unlocked.
He moves quietly toward the front door, pausing as he crosses in front of the kitchen to make sure his father isn't facing him, though his mother-- a relatively young woman with short hair and reddening cheek sees him. She moves deliberately to catch the man's attention, distracting him.
Dokja finishes his way to the front door, opens it and closes it, unnecessarily loudly.
Then, as if he had just returned from school, begins to set down his items, remove his shoes, but he can't quite hide the hunched shoulders that say he knows what is coming next.
As he bends to remove his shoes and fabric shifts, it's obvious he has numerous bruises, hidden carefully by the length of his sleeves and height of his collar. Some of them are fading and yellow, and others can't be more than a couple of days old.
At the sound of the slammed door, the boy's father, redfaced and clearly drunk, erupts from the kitchen with heavy strides. He careens briefly off the wall and grabs his son by the front of his shirt while he's still removing one shoe. In the memory, his face isn't quite right, it overlaps in some ways with something monstrous, something demonic.
But Dokja doesn't look at him, his eyes stay low, locked at the point just before flinching shut. He's yelled at for various things, jostled around a bit while the woman who is mother tries redirect the man's anger. He's a failure for various reasons: if he spends so much time at school why are his grades so fucking poor, why hasn't he learned respect yet, and do you have any idea how much those extra classes cost. Kim Dokja doesn't respond to any of these, or seem to really hear them. He limply accepts the abuse until his father lets him go with the final insult that on top of everything, he was spineless, before finally allowing the mother to take Dokja away and usher him into his room. She doesn't fail to toss his bookbag in with him.
It's not a bad room, there is a book shelf full of books, a comfortable chair. A small average bed for a small average boy.
The door in here doesn't lock, the jamb is torn from where that was tried before.
For a few minutes Dokja stands there, apparently not thinking much, and then abruptly he shakes himself out of it, opens up his bookbag, and retrieves the book he had been reading a few minutes before. He sits down with his back to the door and finds where he had left off.]
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by the end of it, she's standing, having followed after bb Dokja to watch as he begins reading again
looking downcast, literally AND emotionally]
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Dokja comes up behind her and puts a hand on her head.]
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What a pain. You should hate that bastard for sure.
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[With Kennedy]
...which part? Being unremarkable or wanting to be unremarkable?
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Um.
It would be weird. . . if I . . . didn't. . .
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[With Nanami]
Han Suyeong is.... a comrade from home. She's not the most personable, but she's strong and reliable.
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The last is Starfish. She just arrived, and her mind has been broken by torture. If you have any problems with her, just direct her to talk to me. She takes orders well but they have to be extremely specific.
[With Natsuno]
...did it happen more than once?
[otherwise there wouldn't be a question, would there]
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... Yes and no? Technically, unlike a vampire, a werewolf doesn't fully die - their blood transforms on the brink of death. But that last night Tohru-chan visited me, it felt like I was dying. You could call it the death of my humanity. So I thought it might be that.
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Yes, it was with 'Tohru-chan'.
So... were they trying to turn you into a vampire?
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[I know you said you wanted to drop these so it's fine if you do I figured I would still do this just in case. also 'well fuck' if so]
It's some kind of effect that let's you peep at people's stories.
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...fair enough.
Well.
Why don't you test it in that case?
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Test it how?
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And it seems like the easiest way to do that would be for you to just take a vacation. You're still technically here, but you don't do anything.
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[with Kaz]
...do you remember your brother?
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